dylan posts letters (26)

weve only just reconnected but still i feel like you know me better than the ones i talk to everyday. maybe thats the whole sexuality taboo thing. or maybe its just the eyecontact you give me (we give each other). and now i feel ashamed to think i could sum up my thoughts on you to this tiny scrap. but ill miss you when you move away – because maybe i wish i got to know you more or maybe because i am jealous he stood in the way (you know its not that one!) i am staring at things through a mirror and am glad to know you – to help me realize and remember what it means to be brave. ill miss the you i never knew the most i think... love, dill